upset with flash player due to their new one having so many problems
an here i've been indulging myself in copious amounts of anime and finally discovered the greatness that is Dr WHO. but aside from that i'vr been bored and lack ambition .....for a science class i must go to a zoo or botanical garden, although i love those type of places i am completely unmotivated to go since i have it as an assignment. theres times i just dont like the way that the world works around me. i know i can do more but i lack the ambition, highschool for example i was an average student(grades wise) but was able to trump the valedictorian (the one that wasnt convinced that if a persons arm is "cut off" it will grow back) with mind games, philosophy (she's one of my best friends and i love her but the religion argument she's become to stubborn for), and pretty much any topic save for math and spanish..the latter i cheated off of her before class started
but that doesnt mean i didnt know the stuff once again just lazy. what i like to do is push myself and i do when ever i feel like it but never keep at it, i want to do something with my life but theres nothing where i am that i want and am attempting to make the money to leave. i have noticed i love learning but dont like being told to learn, the college atmosphere, much like primary and secondary school, is for me nothing more than a place to socialize, regurgitating the information i am given is of no interest to me (storing it is).
also if any one noticed the drinking the purple milk thing it is safe to say it was a psychological experiment on myself and the color (even though i knew it was regular milk) did affect how my mind perceived the taste...it was almost sweeter...green feels thicker and almost tasteless and bland
any way thats it for my rant (do to some of the mentioned topics i dint want to have some of it on facebook so i would like some input from a coulple people who would have seen it there) so just looking for any helpful information people might have ..its easier to see a clear path when you're looking from outside the maze. (philosophical isnt it)